to try

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I know what I need to do. I know what I want to do. I just need to get the courage to start somewhere. Make a start and the path will emerge from the clouds. Am stuck in a rut that I cant get out of. Have gotten too comfortable with the mundane and everyday life. I have enough to live a average comfortable life. I have what I need, a roof, clothes and food. However I need something fulfilling. Life seems far away from being complete. I wish I could have those exciting experiences of life that only come with taking risks. Nothing seems to be happening for me with this way of life. My mind is getting weaker and my heart cold. Love seems far away. I’ve been lucky in life.. yet my luck hasn’t made me any happier. A different road may indeed be tough and long. But maybe It will bring to me, the satisfaction of having tried.

The Lone Wolf

Aoooooooooo! .........aooooo.... Aooooooooo!! Im a lone wolf...
i dnt know how to deal with these humans.... These species of the mind, body and the heart.....

I hunt my fast running prey.... i Kill It......! and im back at my den... Im a lone Wolf......

These cold nights are my friends, these shadows are my family.... they go where i go.
~As a great man once said- “The Strongest man in the world is he who stands alone”. Im a Lone Wolf.

A Boy called Handsome!

A Boy called Handsome!

It’s a chilly winter morning, staring out of Daddy’s car! Anxious, excited... Not knowing where he’s going......

He tries to wipe the windshield, but it’s too cold..... It’s so intense... what he feels....... it comes back .... ~Stronger!

He tries to make sense of it all, but ..... he’s just a little boy you see( How do you expect him to ?!) .What this flutter inside!?( wow!) ... This new feeling?

His childhood friend; the Past is standing outside, he waves! ... but lil Handsome’s got his little heart set on the journey ahead ....He is torn but he knows daddy’s got big plans for his little boy ~

Vroom Vroom! Father and son are on their way... “there’s no looking back now” .Turn left, turn right!! .....The kid gets dizzy but isn’t it like that big Red and Blue rollercoaster? He’s seen it all! ( laughs )

My raison d’etre

There is a surge of power through these power lines, these fingers will turn to gold all they touch.... i dnt touch you, maybe, because im afraid... i like you just the way you are.....

All cute and gorgeous... all sexy and bitchy.... angry and fuming... lemme put that fire out naa... lemme ... give me the go ahead... and shinnggg~~~ELECTRIC touch , smooth caress.... the night is young, stars are out....*

It feels like they came out just for us, (you and me) tonight.. all dressed up , to put up a grand show!

I feel lucky tonight, the air is fresh, my heart is pumping all this love through my veins... lets take advantage~ we may not have a tomorrow, lets live in the moment.... Yeah!

Getting Started!

Qualifying lap:

We be running around, going round and round....

Getting the wheels spinning round and round,

In preparation for the crucial lap

I gots to qualify, i gots to for my sake and the sake of our future.............yes

Yes u heard me i said it !

Say a prayer for me my beloved friends..... pray for our happiness.....

We can’t run out of gas, we gotta go round and round until we race that final race....,

I have my foot on the pedal its ready,

Just show me that straight road and we’ll be flying; just like our smiles we’ll be going up^

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