to try

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I know what I need to do. I know what I want to do. I just need to get the courage to start somewhere. Make a start and the path will emerge from the clouds. Am stuck in a rut that I cant get out of. Have gotten too comfortable with the mundane and everyday life. I have enough to live a average comfortable life. I have what I need, a roof, clothes and food. However I need something fulfilling. Life seems far away from being complete. I wish I could have those exciting experiences of life that only come with taking risks. Nothing seems to be happening for me with this way of life. My mind is getting weaker and my heart cold. Love seems far away. I’ve been lucky in life.. yet my luck hasn’t made me any happier. A different road may indeed be tough and long. But maybe It will bring to me, the satisfaction of having tried.